FREE MIND

I went to see the doctor when the school bell rang, my mind is all blur can't focus on anything, she said not to stress all the people go through this, she opened my hands and gave me a pill, it keeps me calm all the time but not the part that eases my mind. These are part of lyrics from a song I adore which i relate to on a frequent basis. A subject to our life purposes is the satisfaction we achieve on desires for which humans trade insanity for at desperate situation usually on a verge of disrupt.

It's hard to react in a different way especially when someone takes away the pleasure you desire, we ignore all rational thoughts and let our emotions gets the best of us. On a personal preference, i have a usual emo to squash my feelings in an attempt make other people happy, in such scenarios a weaker side of me is exposed to a perpetuity for negligence, and so many minds are hardwired to such disasters. Beyond all tactical reasons, it's hard distinguishing illusions from reality mostly for someone who falls in a conventional category of sensitivity towards people emotions. These are part of us we can't compromise on, we hate to see our selves in a loop where no break from the contortions of being someone emotional guide. But moments where we receive no favors in return at our desperate times makes us realize communicating feeling isn't really a foundation of the human culture where by people are just chaos of selfish desire wrapped in an animal hide.

The hardest thing about winning at any cost is that most times the price gets way too high, sometimes efforts does not enhance ability, put in efforts if you most, and if it don't stick, you move on and focus on something you good at it's a way humans are programmed to function in a world were we re-program our functions leading a way to achieve excellence at the expanse of others. when the turnout comes, we turn back and see a pile of disruption we caused and that's when people (victims) learn something, that feelings are kept apart in no attempt to run away but to make themselves a no easy target to be victimized.

At the heart of every legend, there is truth, a few brave thoughts can be united to save minds because we can all be heroes in our own lives, everyone of us if we only have the courage to try. Humans are visual creatures, we believe things we see, and these images can lead to strong emotional reactions an aspect humans can't compromise on. Every body thinks words teaches you about life, they read stuff from organized words and then they know everything, but they are wrong, the only way to learn about life is by living it. and I have learned that every feeling is your feeling, sometimes the feelings are messy, sometimes they are beautiful or scary or just plain weird, but they are all yours, cherish them, living isn't easy but if you manage to past your own feelings and everyone else expectations, the reward is a FREE MIND!.