Hard Feelings

A pulse that triggers emotions upon feelings from receptors in the brain is the human sensitivity function. The human heart is synched with the brain in a way thoughts from our mind controls the pressure which blood flows through the vessels. An intermediary where we always find ourselves stuck between two decisions of hitting in or stepping out the way something your heart clutched in for and genuinely have the quality of being futile is the chocking in point.

We all remember our dark days, we remember not being enough, we remember wanting to be more, we remember the dark moods, the violent moods, moods that nobody had any patience for. There is the brutal social scenes which some people can just glide through like they belong everywhere and you were just trying to belong somewhere. There is this ridiculous expectations we get, we supposed to be golden perfect 24-7. We remember the responsibilities, heavy burdens meant for adults forced on us before our time, responsibilities that makes you think, “Yeah this is stretching my healthy development “. And don’t get me started on the problems of expressing your feelings, if you terrified of it which you have every reason to be, you would be deemed a frigid introvert. But if you are somehow unafraid like if it was just naturally your thing, things ease up. On top of all that there is this new feeling, this sick ugly feeling of wanting to be loved back which never ends well.

“There is this popular saying; if everything goes well in your life then you are doing the wrong thing, such appeals to the hurt we get from feelings we travelled so far to express which does us no favor in return”

Since the beginning of time, man don’t want to suffer, we create ease on the expansion of our basic needs from time we save on going to places to making end to end information deliveries in no time. But deep down the easier we tend to make life the more we are exposed to the little hurts. We take a little time to look around us having this feeling of a mountain we must climb to see love shining through the clouds, thinking it keeps us warm while life grows colder. Since from birth point, we carry weight on our shoulders which seems to increase with the gravity of our ages, getting rid of these problems always win a top spot at our priority but, with time we realize it is just part of our lives, so to make ease on them, we shadow it with thing we have to offer, money, wisdom, etc. but above all, having someone that actual cares for you, give the listening ears, and return same affection you project give the best healing in nature.